@ 7.41pm

now that i've decided to fast from tv, it doesn't help when mother is watching the exact channel i'm fasting from in the first place. rarh! i hear giuliana depandi doing her thing, and i'm like ergh, i can't really hear it, and i definitely can't see it.

it's like dangling a piece of meat in front of me when i'm vegetarian for the day or something. wah stress.

on another note, it's only 7.41 and i've been painstakingly telling myself "no tv no tv no tv no tv no tv no tv no tv no tv no tv", so i've been doing almost everything else. everything else there is to do in my house la that is. it's not much, mind you. but it's what you make of your situation bla bla bla right?

yeah so i've read the papers (wah O_O), i went digging through my stack of cds for "The Wreckers", and went emo nemo for a bit, then i texted poon and told him i'm listening to them, and he instantly told me that i'd be emo if i listen, and he's right, but too bad i actually really like them lah, and i've even attempted to write a song before listening to them, but to no avail cos it sounded like Chris Daughtry's "Home" instead, sigh... then i gave up and then walked around the house when i decided to just lie down on the couch in the living room.

then i fell asleep. for like 2 and a half hours.

but before i slept, i thought to myself...
this is supposed to be a fasting.. but usually fasting comes with praying right?
so i did just that, but fell asleep soon after cos i was just too sleepy, i don't know why.
poon has been getting less than 7 hours sleep (partially mostly because of me), but still manages to get up to get his bum bum to work and back. i feel horrid, but then when i wake up i feel nice and snuggly especially when i wake to see his text :)

but today when i woke from my nap, i just didn't really feel all that nice and snuggly :\
i'm depressed, i've concluded it myself.
sigh.

why are you still here to read this ah?
super long post and full of words and i don't think i plan to put any colour on it...

so yah, my day has been long and very .... slow.

i hate it the way father time is being very fickle. it's like ticking fast in certain things, and very very slow in others. i mean, it's already been ....

eh wah.
it's 8 pm already, i have to go.

i love it when time passes so fast.
har har, only cos there was an important call :)
nyeh.

sigh.