SO ANNOYED

i (re)started blogging because i felt that i still really liked writing, and instead of letting 100 over people read it, why not limit it to less than 20. yea i think only like 8 come by. so okay, i thought i'd blog properly, not let emotions seep too much through my words, and even type with proper punctuation! like capitalising, which is obviously failing in this post.

truth is, i don't think i'm an elegant writer, and i'm just about the nip you in the cheek if i continue you blog like i write.

i don't like typing like i write.

instead, i usually type like i speak.

so therefore (maka kami), i am hereby relinquishing my uhm, formal style of writing in this blog (to which i only adhere to occasionally), and uh.. yea!

so back to ranting about how complicated my life seems to be,

it's really not that complicated.

i'm quite sure than in about 5 years time, i'm going to lament as i look back and say, "wow, my first job was awesome."

yes and yet, 5 years present i'm complaining how i hate that my job is so braindead right now!

yes, i'm slightly unhappy, or rather; discontented, because i believe that there's something MORE out there that's meant for me, and really- the future that looks so bright out there is for me to grab. and grabbing involves reaching out and tensing muscles, bla bla bla.

yea ok rant should be over.

on a lighter note:

i've lost weight!

(punny, geddit geddit, LIGHTER??)

don't know how i did it. london has the slimming effect on me. now to KEEP the weight off. never an easy task. especially when i'm hungry all the time. NOW. i'm hungry NOW.

what i've been craving in extremity:

charfreaking kuey teow lah. (haven't had it in MONTHS. what the. what's wrong with me.)

TAI CHAO! war tan hor, and fried tong hoon. drool.

ikan bakar (in memory of steve irwin, may he rest in peace)

satay babi (FTW!)

a kick ass roti banjir!

oh

on ANOTHER note.

i so want a smart phone.

YEA, A PHONE THAT IS SMART, AND NOT STUPID LIKE MINE NOW

niama super attention seeking ok this phone.

last weekend, i was working and i think my phone got possessed and didn't want to work properly. the "1" key and the "6" key didn't wanna register when i pressed it! even if i pressed it really hard!! tsk. so i couldn't sms (duh! cannot use the alphabets "m" "n" and "o" and also "a" "b" and "c") at all

thinking that the wise thing to do would be to reset my phone because resetting usually heals all things wrong with the phone.. i did exactly that.

ONLY TO REALISE THAT I HAVE TO ENTER MY PIN NUMBER

and lo and behold, my pin includes the number "1"

SO I COULDN'T ACCESS MY PHONE AT ALL!!! niama tsk tsk tsk!! #$%@$%^

resetted in 3 times, and tried to enter the pin 3 times... all fail.

scared la right? later 4th time sure pin barred or smth then better not la, so i kept the phone off the whole day till after work so that i could bring it to the phone doctor in the mall near my house.

on the way there, checked out the maxis service centre, and checked out prices and packages for the new black berry phones and also the uh so called coveted i- pho nes.

then realised omg the i p hone is really good bla bla bla, in terms of pricing and packaging, and the bb is kinda expensive but if i save i can still afford it!

ok la, then moved on to the shop and brought it to the cina boy behind the counter to have a look at it.

TADDAAA IT WORKS PERFECTLY MAKING ME LOOK LIKE A FOOL

i swear my phone is RETARDED.

and out to get me. -_-

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the brain has a complicated way of telling you things.