mamann.

2012!

2012-01-03T10:58:00.000+08:00

It’s a new year! I find it incredibly difficult to believe that 2011 has literally whizzed past in a matter of a few blinks, and that it’s already 2012! Last post was in July, and I guess so much has happened since, that I don’t really know where to start. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve thought about writing something, anything just to put it down on record but the thought of putting thought to paper (

Political Passion

2011-07-11T22:07:00.001+08:00

OH Hello! Sorry been a little quiet. So much has happened. Work, Politics, Rallies, Life.. Nothing you can't read on the news, really. I have just SO much to say, yet I scramble to find the right words to express it all. What happened on the 9th of July has renewed my faith and hope in my home country. I am now quite convinced that the biggest hurdle of the country is no longer racial

Girly Girls... Pt 2

2011-06-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

To understand my frustration better, here's Part 1 for your reference. So I was looking through facebook, and I clicked through this girl's profile. BAD CHOICE, because everything on there irked me! Yes, according to the title, it's those girls again. Yes, those girls. Ya, ya, I'm sure they're very nice, but UGHHHHHH. UGHHHHHHHHHHHH. "omg you're so pwetty dearie" "no i'm not, but thanks, i

Don't Mess with..

2011-06-06T11:15:00.000+08:00

... the Chinese. Click to enlarge. Fun fact of the day! :)

Revisiting

2011-05-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

Spent some time at Atria today. That place was the shopping centre I grew up in. Dodgy now, yes. But back then it wasn't (or it didn't seem like it was) dodgy. I've been back at Atria a few times now. But tonight when my family went, there were signs on most shops (well, the few there were) that they were going to close or relocate in June. Then I remembered that they're going to tear the place

WOAH.

2011-05-26T10:13:00.000+08:00

To appease you for my lack of presence here.I am sooooo craving this now, after seeing this! :(Click for bigger picture

Friends

2011-05-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

There are no better people to surround yourself with than friends who love you for who you are. No matter where you live or what you look like, what you wear or how you talk. Catching up, genuinely caring, asking real questions because they want to know and not slide by with shallow questions that don't really bring you to any sort of useful conclusion. When you grow older, and have more things

No Words..

2011-05-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

Last weekend (it was a long weekend hee) a bunch of us went up to Bkt Tinggi to have some.. I dunno, time away from the city, time to be jakuns, play guitar, stink at it, be awesome with it, drink, watch tv, play silly (but crazy funny) board games, and just well, relax :) We had amazing chinese food... though I don't quite understand why it's better up there than it is in KL (this really

Easter

2011-04-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

Am sooooo late, But I hope ya'll had a good time of reflection on God's love and sacrifice for us :) He rose! And He's a living God! God bless you <3

Girly Girls...

2011-04-10T02:20:00.000+08:00

CAN'T STAND THEM! They're sickening and fake. There are some very genuinely sweet, demure and gentle girls out there who don't try hard at being who they are and I love them for it. I even respect them! Tonight, staying up into the late hours of night, I look through some facebook photo albums, and I come across these girls. Friends, somewhat. More like, I just know them. But UGH omg, I knew

So Then I Took My Time.

2011-04-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

Weekend is here. Tmrw I travel back to my hometown to visit and clean the graves of ancestors I've never met before. But that's okay, it's sort of respectful. After all, without them, there is no me. I look forward to sleeping. But not so much the lying down and doing nothing. But I like the sleeping experience. Like I said, I need to figure out how to elongate or stretch the sleeping

An Old Friend's Advice

2011-03-30T11:27:00.000+08:00

What does the engagement ring symbolize? What is your opinion on sharing the cost of it?Oi.In all cases of symbolism, I think it is only fair to discuss the history of the engagement ring first. Engagement rings are actually a pretty recent tradition. The first engagement ring ever recorded is the betrothal rings in Roman’s early 13th century. The first recorded man to impress a woman with a ring

SICK AGAIN

2011-03-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

AM PRETTY CONVINCED THAT THIS IS BECAUSE OF THE LOUSY EXCUSE FOR AIR MOVEMENT CALLED VENTILATION IN THE UGLY OFFICE. TYPING ALL IN CAPS BECAUSE I AM ANGERZ. GROSS TO BE SICK SO OFTEN, AND MY NOSE IS SO BLOCKED, I CAN'T EVEN TASTE CHOCOLATE. NOT EVEN CHOCOLATE. I DON'T EVEN LIKE CHOCOLATE. BUT I DESERVE ONE WHILE SICK, RIGHT? RIGHT! BUT NO, I CAN'T TASTE IT. THIS IS PROBABLY WHY I DON'T EVEN

Cooking All Day

2011-03-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

I cooked all day today. It's therapeutic. Best when there's someone to clean up after you. Boiled together some porridge. There were 24 meatballs in them. Some shrimp, and as you can see, peas and stuff. I boiled the dried scallops with the rice. So the batch was pretty sweet :) My grandfather ate it all. At least I know it's edible :) Cooked some curry chicken for dinner tonight too. It was

Good Times.

2011-03-13T01:25:00.001+08:00

Nearly split my sides :p

2011-03-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

iPhones are horny.

GROAR

2011-02-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

This boy-- UGH, this boy. I love. "Woo!" HAHAHAH

Skeet skeet!

2011-02-23T17:47:00.003+08:00

Stop, Look and Listen

2011-02-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

That popular Elvis song :) I read a line that says, "I'm always anxious that I'm not living my life to the fullest" Does that ring true for you? I can't really say I've lived my life to the fullest, but I can't say my life is the worst either. In search for happiness, one can so easily lose track. I easily lose track. It's extremely easy to slide into the tick tock of routine. Get up at 6am

In a Nutshell

2011-02-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

Busy! :( I miss the entertainment side of the internet. Roughly: Got a new job! Hence the MIA-ness on facebook and wtv else during sane hours. It's a research position-- hence missing the entertainment side of the internet. New best friends: Google, WSJ, BBC, Bloomberg, CNN, and most of all-- Microsoft Outlook. Grown fatter-- all work clothes are tight as hell. Need to walk more. Work shoes

:)

2011-01-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

Praise God

2011-01-27T19:31:00.000+08:00

It is a sad, sad shame when I find myself focusing on all the negative things floating my way, EVEN in light of the GOOD things that God has placed before me. My failing human nature has once again prevailed by sidetracking my one-track mind into forgetting the good and wonderful things that are already mine. The constant need for us (we, me) to chase perfection has blinded us from appreciating

Folds Pt2

2011-01-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

*faints

Tact

2011-01-21T12:18:00.000+08:00

Thinking (but more like holding it in) about how best to tell people to "SHUT UP YOU LOOK RETARDED YOU'RE MAKING A FOOL OF YOURSELF!!!" in the nicest way possible. Turning a negative into a positive. Without lying. Or bending the truth. So I suppose, just avoid the question and give them B while they asked for A. The tricky part is making them believe they're getting the A that they asked for,

2011-01-19T02:20:00.000+08:00

As usual, it's 2am and I find myself unable to fall asleep due to the tea I accidentally ingested during dinner. Chinese tea, but still tea. I hate my system for reacting to caffeine like this. Even cough meds won't do be any good now. **edit** I wrote a long 'thoughtful' post but then I deleted it because I'm not sure if I wanted to let people actually read what's inside my head heh. So in

Artsy Fartsy

2011-01-14T04:06:00.000+08:00

I was never particularly spectacular with drawings, but it was one my creative releases when I was younger. I used to long for sketch pads, dream of owning a NICE charcoal stick and a suitable holder, exploring all arts and crafts stores, ogling at special erasers and all kinds of things that make an art piece. I miss the days when I had just one good marker pen. That marker pen was my best

Peonies

2011-01-13T02:02:00.000+08:00

From now and forever more, I will regard the English Rose as a lesser flower to the Chinese Peony. While the English Rose has been the floral symbol of eternal, deep and dedicative love, the Chinese Peony has been long under-rated as a bloom of the elite. Compared to the rose, the peony is soft, gentle, tender and fluttery. The rose, while being a symbol of love, is also a twisted symbol of

2011

2011-01-03T02:23:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year err'one! :) Will write more reflections soon. Every passing year deserves reflection. Last year's resolution was to make 2010 a GOOD YEAR. Was it good, really? Also, embarked on Project Happy. Did it help? Wait lah. When I have time to breath and settle into the new year :) I believe in resolutions. Resolutions should be kept. If you don't intend to keep it, why make them? No

Granma's Birthday :)

2010-12-24T13:23:00.000+08:00

It's by God's grace and mercy that we are able to celebrate my grandmother's birthday :)She grows more beautiful with every passing year, aging but making it look like it's a breeze!Can you believe that she's 72??? I only wish I could look half as good as her when (or IF) I reach her age! :) We celebrate every year, so these are this year's pictures.Super belated cos her birthday was on the 11th

Yukata

2010-12-22T03:35:00.001+08:00

Abby and Yumi Over the weekend, I learnt from scratch through online tutorials and videos (#1 and #2) , as well as with some guidance from my Japanese aunty; on how to wear a Yukata. *click! I practiced on myself, my mom, and finally when the day came (today) to put it on the models for the event, it didn't go as well as I planned it to. The cloth was not as well flattened as it should be, the

That Moment

2010-12-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

Sayang, I know it's belated, but just today while I was sitting at the tables at lunch waiting for you to order, just after I finished fiddling with my phone, getting all the blinking LEDs to stop blinking so I can concentrate on you when we were together. I turned back toward my right and saw you standing at the counter. You were you, just standing at a counter like any other day, but today

Due Date

2010-12-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

The show was pretty brilliant. Script was near perfect. "HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA, my father wouldn'ta done that! He loves ME" The fat dude had the BEST lines, but ooooooooooooooooooooohhhh!!!!!!!! BOY DO I HATE HIS GUTS. HE'S SO IRRITATING ZOMG I COULD HAVE GONE MAD! But still. Good show, good show :D

And you can make it short and wear it another time!

2010-12-15T16:46:00.002+08:00

Disney girls in their awkward teenage years. Can you name all of them? :)

Rest

2010-12-14T12:57:00.000+08:00

I'm AT HOME, in my room, resting :) No make up, no chemicals on my hair/skin, no fuss, no rush and no pressing buttons :D It feels GOOOOOOD. Too bad I gotta head out for a meeting later :( But that's ok. I had a good lie in today :)

So Drama

2010-12-14T01:00:00.000+08:00

At Foong's place in London the night he gave us silver coated chocolates to eat. His living room had a view of the mini roundabout. Also the day he showed us his stash of VERY expensive liquors hehe I feel like crying every time I look at pictures of London, or watch movies set in London.I don't know why I like the dingy place so much. I've only spent a year there, and most of the time in

Folds

2010-12-08T15:38:00.002+08:00

I'm pretty sure I need this :D

zombified!

2010-12-06T19:00:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone! Does anyone still read? :) Have been sucked into work for the past week or so :( u haven't touched my laptop and engaged in decent friendly encounters in so long, I'm not sure if my friends are even still my friends anymore! The past week has been insanely routine-- I feel like a droid, almost. I miss my boyfriend, I also kind of miss going for cell group, playing board games

2010-11-29T21:31:00.001+08:00

LAZY TO UPDATE. BUSY, TIRED, NO TIME, AND NO DESIRE TO BLOG ABOUT THINGS BOOOOOOOOOO see you another time :)

Too Much Education?

2010-11-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, every Tom, Dick or Harry has a degree. Point a gun at any person-- the dude you shoot will probably have a degree! And now that every other person has a degree, the next new "default" thing that everyone needs to have is a postgraduate degree. So we spend money in the hundreds of thousands to get it. We are screened even before we are given the chance to attend an interview. HR

Melt

2010-11-20T15:18:00.002+08:00

Bulldogs

2010-11-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

Look at all that face fat! He's just like me-- so much face fat!!! Sometimes I feel like that too-- all PLOPPED and bleh But he's so irresistable look at his face! All that fold. I will love it to death hehe

Idiocy

2010-11-11T05:48:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, can't tell when someone wants your opinion, or advice. If they want your advice, why don't they follow it? And if they don't follow it, was it just your opinion? I assume it's advice when I hear "Thanks Keshia, I REALLY needed that".. or "Yeah, really? Okay, okay.. Okay I will..". Am I the idiot, or is the other person the idiot? My heart has hardened, so ashamed to say it. I used to

Sesame St 1 - 0 Forest Fairy

2010-11-08T15:02:00.000+08:00

MY childhood hero vs today's childhood hero. Count Dracula wins! --- My tummy is NOT feeling good :( My nose is rebelling agaisnt me :( My hair... well. My hair is growing *fingers crossed*

Wobbly Baby

2010-11-05T23:14:00.001+08:00

Meet my one month old cousin Kay Lynn :)She's adorable, looks like her father and is a BIG SCREAMER.She's also very wobbly and soft. Like baby back ribs ahhahahaha.But she's not edible. Though I strongly believe her cheeks may be. No. Don't eat baby. Baby is cute.Cute. She has a big bundle of hair Hooked to her momma's milk like it's crack-- BABY CRACK hehe Seems to love staring into cameras

Dear Kids

2010-11-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

I assume you don't know, and are therefore ignorant. Sticking your tongue out into a reverse "peace" sign simply means licking a vagina. Unless you really are a lesbian, intend to lick vaginas, or are into that kinda thing, I suggest you STOP posing as so in photos. This gesture. Gawwwwwwwrrdddd.. why are kids so stupid these days. Ugh.

2010-11-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

It's weird how when you get older, your parents feel it's more natural to tell you/talk to you about things that are not exactly parent-kid appropriate. Well, the word appropriate isn't exactly the best one to use in this situation... More like, they feel the need to have YOUR input. Me? The kid. I'm the kid k. I'm usually the person hiding in unsighted places listening in secretly on the very

Zed

2010-11-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

Taking a look at my guitar... There are many things that are failing already His knobs are rusting, and are not as tight/accurate as they used to be The strings are rusty, and needs changing His bridge is slow but surely ageing and warping The previous damage done is mellowing and getting even weaker He's the first thing I bought with ALL my money

Ice Cream

2010-10-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

The discovery of milk and it's wonderful ability to transform into everything awesome and comforting, is and always will be something that I'm thankful for. While I'm not the kind of girl that cries over chocolate, I will however cry over ice cream. Today I lined up for 30 minutes to buy 2 quarts of Baskin Robins ice cream. There's half quart of Pralines and Cream, half quart of Choc Chip

Grey Contacts

2010-10-28T16:02:00.001+08:00

Bought these suckers a while back, but have been using the brown ones first. Popped open these about 2 weeks ago, and the colour isn't as... terserlah. How to say? Can't find the right English word. Uh, it's not as STRIKING as the brown. But it goes much better with BLACK BLACK eyeliner. Little beauty enhancements make me happy. I'm so shallow. Don't judge me T_T Have been using Estee Lauder's

Change

2010-10-27T18:21:00.000+08:00

D constantly sends me articles (those he finds interesting) from the Harvard Business Review. He swears by their authenticity and quality. I'm not much of a reader, but I do skim through everything he sends me, and this one (today) in particular struck me. It's about change. And the 3 things that one should take up when embarking on it The first Clear destination-- Many change programs fail

Convenient!

2010-10-26T21:05:00.002+08:00

Confirm won't forget to buy onions/milk if I had this fridge. Also, guests can conteng and leave loveeeeee :D

PMS

2010-10-20T14:12:00.002+08:00

Well uhm, at least I am :S

Jojo!

2010-10-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

We're very different people, but I find a lot of solace in a friend like Jojo :) She's been good to me, never judges me, and knows just when to tell me what's wrong. She's so damn cute, and so damn humble, you won't believe it. Talented, beautiful, demure and a real lady!

Happy Birthday Sayang

2010-10-18T02:03:00.000+08:00

I've been saving this picture for your birthday post :) To the one dearest in my heart, I know this post is late, but it has to go down officially anyway :) Happy 23rd birthday! Here is a short (very short) list of why I love you: You love the strangest thing (this does not exclude me), You dislike some of the finer things in life (more for me hehe!), You cling on to small momentos, You love

The French Manicure

2010-10-15T07:50:00.000+08:00

I love the French manicure. Too bad it's so damn expensive! The single most versatile yet elegant topping to frost the tips of your fingers is not easy to apply, I suppose. I've tried many times, but my lousy finish with scuffs and uneven lines are testament to my wobbly and shaky hands. Why THE pink base with a white tip? Being called a French manicure, I thought it was invented by the French

Alive!

2010-10-11T18:32:00.000+08:00

Promise you, I'm not dead. Uh just.. a little bit uninterested with updating at the moment. Bigger fish to fry... (not really) Ok bai!

Cool!

2010-10-06T13:25:00.002+08:00

Someone's viewing my blog using their PSP! :)

What Malaysians Ask

2010-10-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

Let me direct your eyes to "why am i so stupid". Seriously??? Is that even a question you'd google???

Anytime

2010-10-05T11:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday a friend shared with me about how her friend died in a head-on collision as he was biking along a rural area for the fun of it... He was due to be married to his fiancée. They have been together for 10 years now. They bought an apartment, made plans for their wedding, and (I assume) would have been very excited to start their new life together as husband and wife. My heart broke as I

I will be HERE.

2010-10-04T13:40:00.001+08:00

Bubble Hair Dye and ZIT!

2010-10-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

Tried out Liese's new ("revolutionary") bubble hair dye.I admit it's easy to use/apply.. but I'm not too sure I like the fact that it's just... foam and.. PLOP. D says it looks like there's a pile of poop on my head! Now.. my hair's still wet, so I think the colour will only fully show tmrw when it's dry.Right now I see tints of the colour, but it's more brown than it was reddish. I don't know..

Daredevil!

2010-10-03T14:15:00.000+08:00

AWESOME!!!

Whim?

2010-10-01T14:09:00.015+08:00

Look at the skirt's amazing intricacies! The tiny beading on the head of the corset, and the different tones indicate the crazy workmanship shown on every band, fashioned to look like a hybrid of peacock feathers and fish scales. And the tulle! I bet it's not really tulle, it's probably taffeta or layer upon layers of french lace woven with silk! Amazing! Amazing!

Uhm?

2010-09-30T23:50:00.002+08:00

Got a relatively odd question:How many pairs (what IS the numeral classifier??) of bras should a girl have?Is there like a rule? Or a general consensus on the quantity? Is this a weird question?Hm.

Bored at the Office

2010-09-30T16:19:00.000+08:00

I like my butterfly ring I need to remove my nail polish :( I should have some colour on my lips. I really like yellow heh

Favourite Things

2010-09-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

I have many favourite things! Despite me complaining all the time, I have much to be happy about/ give thanks for! :D For one, I love food, and so most of my favourite things revolve around food :) And like, you know.. because I am a female I also have a bad (BAD) fondness for shiny sparkly things *panics* I just don't have the munnies to support this fondness right now, and I foresee I may

Fresh

2010-09-29T02:07:00.000+08:00

The result of an oily face... SO oily that a little bit of that oil accidentally entered my tear ducts, rendering me with lousy vision... is this: A fresh new layout. First, I had accidentally removed my header image! I panicked and started frantically searching for something, anything, if not the same thing to be put up. I did recover the picture (hidden in a file, hidden in another file! Pfah

Lace

2010-09-28T13:30:00.001+08:00

Beginning to like the lace. Am gonna go get them stockings soon. Mmmmm...

The Elusive

2010-09-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

In school we once did a short study (reading, surveys, tutorial discussions) on the differences between genders, when it comes to needs in the relationship. The naive me back then thought that, "No, these studies are so wrong! Even if they are not wrong, they are not reflective of the Asian population!" Anyhow, omitting nitty gritty details like researcher's name, publisher, and the title of

Darn You!

2010-09-22T15:42:00.000+08:00

It's true. I believe in retrospect (even up till now) I have never been more materialistic in my life! I always desire new shiny things (maybe because I am a girl, hmm), and am hardly ever content with my ever (exponentially) growing wardrobe! More dresses! More shoes! More bling! More bags! More bangles (OH I LOVE BANGLES IT'S AN OBSESSION)! More! More! Because once you see that skinny girl

Delayed Gratification

2010-09-21T01:46:00.000+08:00

I am tired beyond comprehension. But my mind races with doubts, questions, ponderings, and just plain awe at everything and anything. I see baby pictures, wedding pictures, honeymoon pictures, proposal pictures, graduation pictures, party pictures, and I wonder: What the heck am I doing with my life?? I am neither here nor there. I'm not getting married, pregnant, having a baby, graduating (

If I had a Cat

2010-09-18T15:10:00.002+08:00

It would only be this sorts of cat. Why? Because, LOOK AT IT! IT'S SO FLUFFY! Grey (sort of classy), and most of all, FATTY BOM BOM LIKE MEEEE :D Useless, yes. But at least cute, can sayang ma! But only IF I had to have only cats. It would be this one :)

Comin to you LIVE

2010-09-18T14:11:00.001+08:00

From JB central. The Mom & Kids expo's really bald in terms of booths and visitors. Which is pretty surprising seeing it's a weekend and all :/ maybe JB's just not procreating enough, hmmm. Does this mean that Johorians aren't humping enough? Hahaha, or that they are waaaaayy safer when engaging in perhubungan kelamin ahahaha Saw Amber Chia today too. She's a pretty girl, just don't know why

Useless

2010-09-17T13:14:00.000+08:00

Useless, utterly useless! God's way of comparison, I suppose heheheh

Happy 15th

2010-09-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

It's a joy<3

Johor.

2010-09-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

I grew up in Johor for the first 5 years of my life. This week, I'm going back for 5 days. That place is really pariah man. It's not like.. the nice country side parts of Johor like Muar or Kulai (where there's nothing to do or see), I have to work in the city this weekend and it's absolutely abhorring to even think about it! I know I know, complain non stop. But this all stems from the fact

Innovation

2010-09-14T12:42:00.000+08:00

I cringe at the thought of how my fats will look from under the chair hahahahahaha Imagine the LINES your thighs will have when you get up! Innovative-- for sure. But functionality fail. Sigh. Designers are wonderful and complex creatures.

Personality Plus

2010-09-13T12:47:00.000+08:00

Have you read the book? Which are you?

Lunch

2010-09-13T12:42:00.002+08:00

You won't believe just how LOUD my tummy is grumbling!

Aurora

2010-09-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

I seriously need to see this before I die. Even if I have to be on my deathbed to see it in real life. I need to see this.

Follow?

2010-09-11T01:16:00.002+08:00

aih

Heimlich

2010-09-11T00:52:00.002+08:00

Super Sexy Abdominal Thrust from Super Sexy CPR on Vimeo. ooooo baybee.

Blah

2010-09-09T00:58:00.000+08:00

It's hard to be adequate these days. Why am I losing confidence?

DeCaf

2010-09-08T19:15:00.001+08:00

Look, I've never really understood the dependency of caffein. I'm allergic, as you know.. but I sympathise with anyone who have mild-intense addictions for the java. D is a huge fan of coffee- like many others, he drinks it to stay awake, for fun, as breakfast, as tea, for dinner, after dinner, as meal replacements, and well, basically any time of the day. I'm totally aware of the effects of

Don't feel anything

2010-09-07T01:18:00.001+08:00

One of those days where you're just all.. Meh. No joy, no happiness, no relief, just being. Being. I know Jesus has more intended for us. John 10:10 HappyE of the day: Being able to meet with cell group friends :) Having to say BAHBAI to somebody-- meaning I'm FREEEEEE until said person is back Awesome herbal soup :9 Tuna sandwich at 11pm hehehehe I need to be happier. Must remember to list

Panties ;P

2010-09-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

Ernie's my 2nd favourite Sesame St character.Who wouldn't want Ernie to be on your ass?? By the way, I am now convinced that Ernie and Bert were homosexuals. They lived together, slept with each other, TAKE BATHS together and even dance and sing in the room together! In muppet world, it may be accepted as.. cute, and.. gay-- as in, happy gay. But when you think about 2 men who eat, sleep, shower

Hehehe

2010-09-03T10:45:00.003+08:00

don't like smoking! >:(

Bigger Eyes

2010-09-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

Bought some circle lenses about a month back, and it really does make my eyes look bigger! I have tiny slits for eyes, and when I laugh, they're... just lines -___- So this bumps up the "roundness" a little bit :) These are in the colour Hazel. I bought another pair in Grey as well. Can't wait to try those out :) I like. But I have to be honest, the contact lens size is bigger than the usual

Lonely

2010-08-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

All whom I'm close with are not here by my side :( I'm really, actually... quite lonely :(

Eclectic Cinderella

2010-08-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

It's cute :)

Issa my Burfday!

2010-08-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

Spending it alone again this year, but haiya... at least.. tonight, I don't have to work :) Going to start my pampering session with a good ol face mask, brunch with D's parents tmrw, a pedicure after... maybe a nap after that? There's a big chinese dinner at night but blaaar, at least I'll get to se my grandma :) So here's to being older, but not necessarily wiser :) Love you all to bits (

Best.

2010-08-26T12:17:00.003+08:00

These are my best friends, they are :) They never judge-- ever ready to be on my side (even without hearing the scandalous stories first! and even if it's my own fault), and always willing to try new things. And also very pretty/attractive/sexy. Thanks for putting up with my incessant talking/whining/bitching/complaining and my lousy attitude. You girls have brightened up my life! :) Food

Hard so what? Give up ah?

2010-08-24T22:21:00.001+08:00

His continuous words of encouragement.I love you <3

Just Keep Swimming

2010-08-24T02:56:00.002+08:00

Trying times ahead, and all I can say to myself is: "Trudge on" I'm determined to ride this shit out. It will get better. Even if it doesn't, I will get better. I can do all things through Christ who is my strength.

Sayang's sayang

2010-08-20T12:37:00.000+08:00

I'll try to learn how to make, okay? :)

Dance

2010-08-20T12:17:00.000+08:00

Just dance. By the way I think this girl right here would be the epitome of the sayin "she has legs up till her armpits!" Hehehe, doesn't she? But in reality I don't think she's very tall. Hence-- the super high jump. Less weight, you see. I do miss dancing sometimes.Sometimes.

Terribly Bothered

2010-08-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

My PMS might have kicked in a week too late. So gross, this feeling. I feel like strangling someone! Not only that, ram my car into theirs (I'm imagining my car to be built of REAL steel) and make them cry! Cry like a big fat baby! Because fat babies ALWAYS cry! I don't know why. So annoying!!!!! Especially those on the plane. Holy crap-- those that cry on the plane need to be thrown off the

Positivity!

2010-08-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

I'm a negative nancy. I try to be optimistic, but past experiences have made me weary and have in fact, drilled into me an innate desperation to never be too happy at any one time. Because the crash is harder and more painful the higher you are. I was, once, a very happy person; but some guy totally ruined my life (at that time) and left me looking at the world in a different light. That

4th

2010-08-16T19:03:00.001+08:00

The Major Fourth :) I had an AMAZING time the past weekend. SO amazing, it really made Monday all the worse :( But amazing nonetheless :) So uhm, excuse my mushiness and ignore the sappy words. It's just got to be said: *** Thank you for the best times of my life. Thank you for the amazing memories. Thank you for all the times you held me close Thank you for all the times you held me up

lainboh

2010-08-11T14:23:00.000+08:00

colour colour B)