Ho Hum

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personal muse.
you're not that free to comment cos you probably don't know what' i'm talking about. but i put it up on public space cos i see it more often and i'd probably make my life a tad bit happier cos i'm sadistic that way.

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yea so. i feel sorry that you keep wanting attention. i mean it was kinda funny,(and it probably still is...sometimes) but really, this is getting ridiculous. you lament that you keep getting ignored when you put yrself up in that certain position to BE ignored. CMON!

DUH.

posting stupid pics of yourself will not help with blog hits or will it get you any desired comments/compliments (and then when kena insult you get hurt aiyoh). some people can pull it off, but you obviously can't, so it WOULD be nice if you stop because your pictures aren't sight for sore eyes loh. really, they aren't. i have so many personal attacks i wanna put out, but for all i know, i'm guilty for what i blame you for, har har. so better not. later need to eat my words. dowan.

nobody is TRULY -that- interested in your life... and if they were, it would have shown. but evidently, it isn't lah. so i hope you will get it someday and then have your enormous epiphany and FINALLY move on with life. and you know, GROW UP.
pestering for answers and love and attention will get you no where.
i mean, you've tried right?

you are incredibly immature, and immaculate to the highest degree when it comes to trying. yeah. trying too hard already. ease off and maybe people will give you a second glance. not cool ok. not cool.

embarrassing. that's the word.

i wish i could tell you all of this face to face or even online to YOU- personally, and not just vent out my ho hums here towards you who might not know it was about you... but right now i don't have the time to be all that tactful and you haven't proven yourself to b e worthy of such revelation YET.

meanwhile, i will have my short time of fun laughing at you very amusing antiques in TRYING to get attention, jumping on the band wagon, trying too hard, pulling off stunts you cannot come off with, being stupid, looking bad, and annoying the people around you.

HOIYOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!





and you... it's rather shocking to hear of what happened... from another person. i mean... here i thought "oh you know, i'm this person's closest friend", but aiyah... all the bones in the closet still remain in there. so called friend kan? then when i call you out on it, you ask me for your privacy, and to stop "judging" you.

let me say this to you:
what the fuck? *mmf, sorry


honestly! what with all the "you can tell me if i'm wrong, if i'm doing something wrong... and it will never be held against you". yeah, and when i did tell you what you were doing wrong, you come and shoot me off.

ego much?

and you still never change lah. and i'm actually STILL glad cos... well. because we're not what we used to be. because how can a person live with such double standards for so long?! cannot! sure collapse one.

and then i heard about what you did last summer (ho ho ho, like movie!). wah shocking la. more shocking that it came from another person. and not from you. and honestly, it would have been LESS shocking if YOU told me cos that's what i kind of expected you to do la. i mean, it's not a bad thing or whut because you know i'll always be behind you, rooting for you.. but SINCE it came from another person... it's all the more shocking la.

don't know what to do with you.
you don't know i know and you keep speaking to me like nothing ever happened. that's a very odd feeling you know.. it's like if you were a man and you biologically had surgery to be a woman, and you thought i didn't know, but then you just keep talking to me like i don't know you were a man. seriously. damn bodoh.

karma's like a bitch in labour.
remember that. i hope you cleaned out your closet. because i'm not concerned with this just yet.. but if ever i were dragged into this and you never cleaned out your closet, i will be sure to shout it over the mountain tops and you will never be able to live with yourself for at least one miserable month. that ONE miserable month will definitely torture you like hell, if it doesn't already.

but for now, i'll keep my knowledge and talk to you like nothing happened- just like how you're talking to me like nothing happened.

HO HO.


dude i need to get help.
but i told you i'm deeply sadistic loh. you don't believe me nia.
hmm.



so stupid forgot to unable comments -_-